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when u r in something for too long, it gets faded away with time. . .

wishing for my darling to hv a safe trip & b bck soonest… days w/o him are so SLOW to pass…

just reach sch, time 2study for Sunday’s test… but my darling won’t be ard to celebrate e end of the tests weeks with me…

In life, people will forget what you have said, forget what you have done but people will never forget how you have made them feel..Thats termed as memories. Start creating memorable times & treasure the great memories you have in life.

miss my darling~~

fell aslp shortly after dinner. didn’t  even have the energy to watch any TV programs. Till I hear my phone ringing @ 1145pm, then cancelled it & returned my darling’s call. After e call, saw CY’s sms tt Econs test 2 results are out. . .so logged in to check. Here it goes:

latest updates: 13 out of 15. High distinction for this test! Total of 24 marks including e prev one. End results: High distinction for both..!! lalala… tts e ’shiokness’ i got from pushing myself.

I admit I’m very ambitious and adventurous, stretching myself beyond the limits. I know at times I get so stressed up w almost every single little thing happening around me. But what I needed is merely someone there to assure, comfort & take me through it, constantly reminding me that things will turn out well. How wonderful to have this.

My 1st bdae present -> from e sch.. or rather from myself to myself.. hahaz… I oso got e 1st bdae greeting… from Eric… imagine him wishing me when its his actual bdae lo..

Its only when you step out of your comfort zone that you will be able to learn further. I never believe of just by being contented with what you have currently. If you don’t look far ahead, you still be at your original spot after numerous years when others have already moved far ahead. gd nitez all… its a good sleep throughout the nite… anything additional to enhance it?

I never know that my korkor is such a romantic person. He took leave on his gf’s bdae. I couldn’t believe it. wow~ whos doing this on mine also?

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came across this phrase ‘Everything in life is difficult before it gets easy; Perserverance is all it takes.’ Come to think of it, can be quite true.

I’ve decided not to ask. Since I didn’t get any answer despite asking twice. Just like my reply to Jason last Sat, e person involved is happy is good enough. None of my problem to ask further also. Its not feasible to be inquisitive. People will just entertain you for the sake of providing you with the answer anyway. Being too nice to people is = torturing yourself at times. So, if any of you realised, i’m oredi not as friendly as before. Rather be hostile. If you always come across people looking at you from top to toe, more or less, you will pick up this skill unknowingly too. Such an example is me…

该来的来； 该走的就让它走。—> my mentality: don’t care; don’t bother

an interesting sentence during lecture last Saturday. . . ‘knowing the right people’ or ‘the right people know you’. guess it applies to daily lifestyle too…

happy to hear that my colleagues Racheal & Steven have each got their flat @ Park Central Level 20 & 15 respectively finally after so many rounds of going through the various rounds of balloting in flats at other areas. progressing into the next stage of their lives whereas some of us are still stuck at no where actually.

well, one has to progress on somehow someway someday. Being asked about my plans, well… i’ve nothing on my list at this moment which I’m really disgusted with it sometimes because it seems like theres nothing to look forward to, no aim in life. I understand sometimes by living happily is important but being happy is one thing amidst of all other arising factors. The environment moulds one’s character, which explains the reason why everyone has different backgrounds and mentality.

I don’t know whats going to happen this weekend. Last lecture for this Saturday, final lecture of this semester too. The day which I have been looking forward to, the day which wraps up all lectures, the day that will mean the end of all rushing-to-school for lectures hectically.. After all the changing and multiple amendments to the timetable, I’m so glad that all lectures end before my birthday; which means I can really enjoy my special day. Thank God… Been praying so hard that no lecture is to be scheduled on this particular Monday… I told Delia, CY and XY i’m just so so glad that theres no lecture on this day officially.

Bdae lunch w the gals this Sunday… dinner reserved by my darling. thats all e info I’ve for now.. no other plans lehz… I’ll be on leave on my bdae of course. Been thinking if I should also be on leave on Tues as Wed being a PH, shld I get leave on Thurs morning too? Asked my darling whether its a good idea for me to be on leave nxt Tues but he didn’t mention anything. :(  i was hoping to get some response /comments for my question. well, therefore I didn’t ask about Thurs morning. Coz I thought nxt Wed being a PH, we might be out till quite late so at least not required to wake up early for work.. Earlier this year I was told theres gonna be a trip for my bdae. Right now, its just 1 week away, but still no news. Is tt a little late? Sometimes, I’m just like, haiz, words are only words.  Its only till actions are seen that the words are then proven. Words are just words, supposedly made up of alphabets, letters thats all, don’t cost a single cent / dollar, to be precise.

I was informed to plan my leave for exams in late Oct & early Nov. Exams end on 7th Nov [Fri]. I thought at least there could be some arrangements made for 11th Nov. But its like for the next upcoming week thats nearing, I have totally no clue to it, how should I go about for Nov then? Helpz… I don’t want to have no mood.. coz aft Sep, deres 2 PH in Oct & deres e 11th in Nov.. well. . .

haiz… today is not my day… the bag I was carrying that contained 3 bubble teas I helped my colleagues to buy snapped just a moment before I reach my desk after lunch in office.. haiz… maybe its due to the time I take to react is not as fast, else I could have managed to salvage it I guess. At this point of time, after clearing up the mess, in my mind I’m hoping that theres someone whom I can call & complain to.  Whos interested to hear what I wanna say? Headache back again.

Only 13 days away but theres no plans… what can be planned?

its the submission of the HMT individual project tmr. frankly speaking, till now I don’t feel any sense of urgency though its really just a few hours left for me to complete it.. everyone has been looking forward to this final assignment submission of this sem. I have no drive to continue in the project. I think its not just me, all other classmates too. We believe its due to the super hectic timetable [which I think no one else has that] with 4 lectures per week.. Mon, Tues, Fri & Sat. Its finally an ‘off-day’ on Sun but it’ll resume back on Mon for the new week again.. I’m abt 400+ words away from my 1.5k words essay… Theres just absolutely no force to push me on, I just can’t explain why…

rainy rainy weather just now.. my mood oso like e weather so sianz… no mood.. once my mood is gone, its so difficult to find it back or rather be back on track… it takes time… so many things take so much time but how do we find more time??

Sometime back Huiming was telling me that I can’t go town during my bdae coz its the F1 weekend.. haiz.. y muz it be held in Sept out of all months? I can’t even go s’pore flyer thou I pre-bought the tickets in advance coz its a special F1 kind of tickets thats accompanied along with F1. I hope I won’t be in sg so it won’t affect me or till the minimal I guess. I just want to hide, run away like what I did last Nov. But to a different location this time round. Every year go same location will bore me to the max..

Whos planning for tripSsSs?? i’m very sick & tired of the usual routine robotic life in sg… so sick that my attitude just couldn’t be bothered with things. I so heck care to the extent that I can forget to bring things out with me, 1 kind everyday, definitely there will be one type per day. I can’t stand it myself also. Is it due to failing memory or what? I don’t think I wanna know the answer coz nothing interests me…